Jai Sri Ganesha,
Know for sure no one can afford to take God in the lighter truth of self,
God can never be the instrument for the fulfillment of momentary desires,
God can never be won over either Bhakti or submission, knowledge and skill are retarding factors unto subject,
Let God be the God, concentrate on the self in truth with the light of self, that may help to have a fair glimpse of self as well as the God,
May Lord bless all,
Thanks, please