Jai Sri Ganesha,
The light of the self fluctuates in the world of Maya,
Atman borrows a different light to carry on with and to feed the mind and intellect,
This credit cost Atman like anything and drag it into the deep drown ocean of mundane existence,
To recover, it needs a self-inspiring quest, with the stocks of life, sooner or later many souls reach the shore of realization and knock on the door of the heart to be in the light of self for a soothing experience,
May Lord bless all,
Thanks, please