Jai Sri Ganesha,
The self introspection could be a meaningful guide to align and re-align self in the light of subconscious through,
Loss and gain are part and parcel of life, they could be persistent in nature for a hidden cause, of sure they may act as good teacher to invoke self in truth with subconscious reality of self eternal,
Consciousness could be a superficial flow of wakeful state but subconscious truth of self is a light to perceive the things in their relative perspective,
Subconscious itself does not possess any power of its own, it is pitched at the truth of inner self to act upon in command with fate and destiny at its most,
Jai Mahadev